It's interesting to know something new about close friends whom you thought you know inside out. It's surprising to know how many of your friends have actually stood at the edge of a building, have cut their wrists, or even tried to OD on pills. No doubt such things should not be encouraged, but in fact it's all these things that make us human beings. Its perfectly alright to feel vulnerable and helpless at times. A seemingly 'perfect' person would actually seem kinda unreal, right?
We live in a world where there are so many beautiful and wonderful creations, like the stars in the sky, the trees in the park and the long stretches of beaches. It is such a gift that we are given the chance to live in this world so we should just be grateful to be alive.
And yet we are bothered by things such as feelings.
Feelings is such a very mysterious thing. It can generate something so powerful such as making a person kill another, making two to fall deeply in love with one another, and literally making people going crazy. Feelings have such a strong control over us. It's funny ain't it.
I have been so down for the past six months, to find myself actually getting used to and embracing this sort of depressing mood. Maybe, being dispirited is also a form of beauty.