Came out of the examination hall after my statistics paper today feeling a weird sense of deja vu. Made me think back of the time where I took my A levels for the first time. Flunked it and got to where I am now after retaking it as a private candidate.
The feeling of then and now is exactly the same. The lack of ample preparation. Truth is I knew that I didn't really prepare myself for the exams well enough. I knew if I have put in more time to study today's test would be a piece of cake. It's not about the grades - it's the fact that I subject myself to underachieve. I would never want history to repeat itself again particularly at this stage.
I need someone to slap me to really wake me up. Heh, any takers?